The World has Turned and Left Me Here
Mourning. People tend to respect that. Nobody tells a mother "Stop crying, your son's not going to rise from the dead.". They pay their respects to the departed and give solace by being there, silent, sombre, part of the sorrow. Instead of chasing the sadness away, they allocate an amount of time to immerse in it. To Mourn.

Nobody has a problem with that, they think it's good and proper. It's healthy, helps to get over things and lay memories to rest.

Why can't they do it for me when i need it? Small things deserve it. I haven't had a day so filled with anger and despair for half a year. Yesterday hurt so bad in so many ways. Why can't i be given time to mourn? You are so eager to chase the shadows away, why can't you see that the darkness comforts me?

Nighttime was three mad emo hobbits on E.